Sunday, July 19, 2009.
Talk to me.
very funny how things work,can someone invent a book to tell me how to do it like them.
anyway everything seems good,but maybe in actual fact alot of things are not so good if you take a step back to see.
maybe you are self-denial-ing yourself,maybe it's the truth.
but whatever,you cant help getting envious seeing things you dont have,even if they may be the total opposite of what they maybe feel like.
but just what is it that they do?
what kind of things did/do they do anyway?
the world is materialistic.
you lose out fast.
back to studying.cant get in to humanz21.
looking forward to prom.
please let me find my study mode soon.
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Friday, July 17, 2009.
how on earth do you compare to them,
when you know they're like dont know how many times better than you,
in terms of everything.
you dream lor.but dreams dont come true anyway and fat hope for hoping that;once that bubble pops you see how ridiculous it is for even thinking about it.
i should start a diary.
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Monday, July 13, 2009.
grah.
i've discovered quite a few nice songs this week, plus some rather not so new songs that i dont think you'll imagine me listening.no lah not that old.like 2004?but still,havent heard them for years.
i'm very tired.both mentally and physically.dont think i can go down like this much more longer.i just really dont want to study anymore,study and just wont go in,it's a waste of my time.
school is just boring,waste of time doing rather useless homeworks.no offence to anyone but like half the homework are totally extra.and still teaching new topics,dont even think i can study finish.CAs this week,prelims week 8,olvls in 2 months.you know you're screwed if you have a sinking feeling coz you havent studied enough.
mygodddddddd get me out of this i want to study especially since grades' the only way i can get into AJC.so important that i get the grades,where's the motivationnnnnnnnnnnnnn
i shall just go like get sianned or something while doing matrices.what on earth am i still doing blogging at this time of the year.
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